Inside My Insanity
We have forgotten,
Summer’s last innocence at
Sunset,
How the colors melt into
Oranges and
Yellows and
Purples…
And that faint breeze
That
Used to tell us
We were forgiven.
I cannot tell you how often
I long to be
Forgiven.
We have forgotten,
Autumn’s sharp breath
And burning
Memories…
It gave us the courage to
Cry when we knew that
We couldn’t change the past.
I wish I could
Remember
That
Now.
They don’t know
Winter’s calming lullaby,
As it sings me to sleep in
My own
Cold
White
Silent
Grave.
They don’t know
Winter’s empty world
That I run through,
Searching for them,
Shouting for them,
Calling their names,
They don’t know
They don’t know that
I’m looking for them.
I can’t find them,
And I’m alone
On my search for a
Nameless god
To tell me
I am forgiven,
To remind me that
I can’t change the past.
They don’t know who I am
And
Neither do I.
I have forgotten
Spring’s warm
Acceptance
To our mistakes and
Our sins
And all our
Pasts that we can’t
Change,
All our frozen memories
And
Lost hope.
I have forgotten
Myself
But the ice in my head
Is melting and
I know I will
Find my soul,
I will find it when once
Again
The sun rises,
All
Purple and
Yellow and
Orange and
We will remember.
I will remember.