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Hello, My name is....
you probly dont care.
I mean who am I?
A girl in a crowd...
I open up.
and you close.
My mind starts to wonder...
what couldve been if i said my name?
Time goes by so fast when I’m in your arms
Us is such a distinction
In you, i am all your worth
In you, i am all my worth
Such a beautiful gift
Just a dream I wake up from every time
I call your name
We were all born into a familyRelatives and siblingsWhen we commit we submit to our family
What if you were born to be
in the treeOn the broken branchThat fell so easily it's hard to believe
Closing my eyes,
Fingers shaking,
Ready for a surprise,
To be accepted, wanted
Please let me in here,
Can't you hear me?
Knocking on your door,
Striving to help the world?
Another world inside of me
That no one else will ever see
Mostly it is comforting
But in the dark
where no one sees
It's actually quite lonely..
I was thinking of you today
You taught me so much in so many ways
Like how to give up and just say goodbye
And then to turn "love" into "wanting-to-die"
You and my mom, you had it planned out so well
Fair-weather sweetheart
Hide behind your porcelain makeup
Cozy and cuddling in an oversized sweater
Fearing the touch of skin when she wakes up
Expecting more I love you buts and you deserve betters
One
No one can feel the dark rivers of hatred flooding my soul
Two
No one knows about the bloody tears shed late at night
Three
No one cares about my consideration of my own destruction
Four
If my body could talk
Laughter would erupt from within and flood the air
"Why do such random and strange thoughts race through your mind?"
"Thanks for all the terribly fatty food that tastes amazing."
When I am able,
I speak my mind.
But mostly,
I am silent.
Their Judgment will be final
so I stay away.
Only to find thier eyes
back on me.
I try to be noticed
in positive ways,
I pushed to hard
I've gone too far
There's no turning back
and redemption to be had
It's not fair
I've come too far to have it end in dispair
Blood, sweat, and tears
my worst fear
My heart is beating faster than normal.
Perhaps it’s the coffee or all this anticipation.
On edge and full of emotion.
An agonizing wait as today is the day.
The day that could change.
not allowed to join. Dismissed.Into the fray, not todayAnd maybe somedaythey will see.But not today. questions unanswered, days go by
Being an aspie can be a source of misery or a source of pride, it’s all in the bearer’s perception. “What’s an aspie?” you might ask. It’s a term for someone who bears the rigorous condition of aspergers.
Your ideas made me, desgined me.
The paper was my womb and the ink nourished me.
When i was ready, you P U S H H H H ED me.
out.
My spine showed my name. Given.
My cover reflected you.
I had a love
That did not love
Me as I am
Or as I was
My love had loved another love
So here today I stand
Why is dark ink worth more than my red blood?
A blood so pure and full of hopeful life.
The darkness stabs as a dull ballpoint knife,
Until I can no longer hear the thud
Of the slowly dying heart from within.
Why is dark ink worth more than my red blood?
A blood so pure and full of hopeful life.
The darkness stabs as a dull ballpoint knife,
Until I can no longer hear the thud
Of the slowly dying heart from within.
Everything about college is a process.
It can be difficult at times.
And even more difficult at other times.
The choices and decisions are endless.
The thought alone of it can make your head explode.
My heart beats at twice the pace
Than the beat my feet take down the staircase
And the walk to those exit doors seems like a chase
A long awaited race to my fate
