poem 426
so many emotions my body can't contain
continuously being suffocated like an un-oxygenated flame
if someone would put me out how grateful i would be
for my emotions--never ending--are shifting like the trees
standing lonely in a forest, my tall and lonely tree
how is it with this many thoughts i am still left so empty
i have been by myself for all my life although never alone
because my thoughts--my fears--my shame
have made my heart their home
overwhelmed yet unconcerned ive lost all will to fight
for when youre alone in a forest even daytime feels like night
a night thats never ending forcing me to face my heart
and doing what i wished for most--extinguishing my spark
you see, trees that are living--whatever kind they be
wont burn until dead, forgotten, lonely
that is why its essential, you put out my spark, for if you continue to let me burn
ill set fire to your heart