Sometimes I despise people
when their eyes are cheerful
And they smile around me
it feels like they are teasing me
because I am always alone
Well it's better than being just another clone
Walking down these school halls
That's what I said before the tears fall
But now I cry without tears
Just like breathing, I feel
the sadness that I hide from my peers
I want to shout, scream, yell and kick
I need to say something before I get sick
But every times I open my lips to speak
I freeze, my body begins to shake
They wouldn't understand me
I doubt anybody would understand me
I have to be okay with this
Since I'm already used to this