one hit

two hit

three hit, four.

I've been called worse names before.

five shot,

six shot,

seven shot, eight.

in my mirror I see a face that I hate.

nine cut

ten cut

eleven cut, twelve.

blade to my wrist, grasping the helve.

dumb girl,

fat girl,

ugly girl,

whore.

please tell me something I haven't heard before.