' 'Abuse' 'toxic relationships’; depression ; sadness ; loneliness
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It's not me but the idea of having someone
It's hard to understand for you reader but she broke my heart
Alone is an understatement when explaining
there's a deeper feeling in my chest that's just raging
emptiness and sadness all throughout my body
feeling like noone can understand me
doesn't anyone see?
Started out so innocently,
Wanting peace,
Quiet,
Stability.
Grew up around chaos,
Home life see,
Much stress and conufsion,
Unpredictability.
No rules,
I came to the hospital
And i wanted help for me
Do i need the help
Or can they kill me please
Stand up for those in need, for all those who are in pain,
Stand up for all to see, it's time to make a change,
Stand up for those who are suffering, for those whose broken hearts grieve,
Blood: Pulsing.
Stomach: Lurching.
Eyes: Blurring.
Palpitations…
Palpitations…
I know you hate me.
Do not tell me
That you still care.
I can see your lies
Like a bird flying through the air.
I can tell the difference
Between right and wrong.
You say you can too.
You think you're strong.
I woke today and started thinking about all the other girls you use to entertain you. And how you still talk to them because you "went through something together" immediately my heart starts pounding and I can't catch my breath.
alone
always alone
people all around
but not around me
im always alone
even with friends
never in this world
neither in the next
in and out
I fade slowly
A shell
I feel like shell
Empty
Forgotton
unused
Unwanted
By everyone
and everything
The feeling of Emptiness
is so strong
its all i feel
now
is it me, or just a comforting presenceone that wont look at you wrong, a fear of feeling i may never be more than you wanted me to bea wild feeling, one i cant escape are you a feeling, or true comfortsecurity, safety, and seamless satire who am
Probably that one day
I’ll go down there to see you
Then I was the one that you didn’t know
You wanna have a really nice night?
I love you too baby
Sorry baby
I’m gonna go out on the day
I was just asking what I was gonna do
I was like I gotta beat the time
I wanna see you baby
soon baby
Well that’s good
I guess you’re not fine
I’m just trying
It is like that
You’re right
I was gonna wish you a happy birthday
I don’t know how to do it to you
Do you want me to stay home
And then I’ll take you to my bed
And then I’ll take you to my bed
And then I’ll take you to my bed
A Question
I reach out but no one hears
Within the silence are my worst fears
Why do I look for reason in every day
I tell myself I no longer wish to stay
Memories are shadows I trace in silhouette.Face unwise, as my right eye glistens in the color of a purplette
I remember all of him, intoxicating as if the air was too thick to breathe in
You treated me like shit
You lied to me too many times
You made me feel so many things
You hurt me in so many ways
You mentally abused me
You physical abused me
You emtional abused me
The words hurt the most.
The physical abuse hurts too but you go through the healing process and it’s over.
He was far more damaged than she could imagine. She was light and he was darkness. He hated his life and everything in it.
