Where did You start?

Where did i end?

Was it all in my head?

Was i ever myself, or just parts that reflected

You.

 

i diluted myself in hopes of being loved

In hopes that You'd love my taste.

But,

you tried me,

And spit the rest out.

 

Was someone else a better flaovr?

Will you get sick of them too?

Does your vitriol taint all you consume?

Or,

Is it the whispers of others in your ear?

Is it the voice in the back of your mind?

 

What do you fear?

 

Was I such a monster I scared you?

Did I cause that much greif?

 

you said you'd get down on your knee,

Ask me to be your Wife.

The Mother of your children,

The Woman by your side.

 

But you can't speak when I'm near.

you can't tell me your truths?

Is it because you think they'll hurt me.

Or,

will they hurt You?

 

Does your own truth shame you so,

that its easier to blame Me?

Make me the Villian, I volunteer.

Dress Me in all black,

I know thats what you liked best.