It's not me but the idea of having someone
It's hard to understand for you reader but she broke my heart

Its not me she loved but the idea of having someone
While I poured my whole heart out she laughed
Pity it was they threw at me with her "girlfriends"

It's not me she loved.
Everything was my fault and neglect of onus.
Blind to exploitation I apologized .
Until it was insufferable I didn't notice.

What happened!
I loved her but it's not me its the idea of someone.

Stay woke they said
In love, I shut them out.
Drained and alone she left me
Plastically she smiles
Oh what a mockery
I wish it's me she loved

Get up and move on I tell myself
The harder it gets
Love is not life
Love is not fair

She doesn't love you it's the idea of someone like you.

Yourman 25