Take three steps forwards

Realized from years of hard work

Fall backwards off the ledge

Realized from a downward spiral

One morning; a monday morning.

Two thoughts; do I live or die?

Three nights; can't get these thoughts out of my head.

Four plans; how would I do it?

Five friends; I'm so sorry.

Followed by

Six days; hospitalized.

Seven weeks; away from friends.

Eight months; to prove I'm okay again.

Nine professionals; getting me back on my feet.

And one lifetime of regret.