The Most Dangerous Prayer
Location
Sitting alone on the grass late one night
Admiring the starry sky shining so bright
I could not help but be in awe of my God
Who created the heavens and man out of sod
Chest swollen with wonder, I uttered a prayer
A target forevermore destined to bear
No more was I passive, a life drifting by
I sold all I had for what money can’t buy
Do you ask what I prayed with sincerity true
Or are you afraid of what it could do to you?
Wait just one moment – I’ll say what I said
But only if first you consult with one dead
No, not a spirit, the dead one is me
I died to myself so the Spirit could be
I died to myself so that in me He’d work
And make me like Christ despite all of my dirt
Yes, though perfection can come from what’s not
Let me just tell you God’s methods aren’t soft!
I’m tugged and I’m pulled in every direction
It hurts and it stings and it kills my ambitions
All that I ask for outside of His will
Is no longer given - I’m forced to be still
I pray and I search but so often I find
God speaks only silence in my doubting mind
Here I must tell you that if you are strong
This prayer is not for you – you won’t stand for long
At last, it must push you right down to your knees
And, yes, all these things God knows and He sees
“Why would you pray such a prayer?” you might ask
“Why undergo such a frightening task?”
“Because of my love,” must be my reply
Because for me first did my Rescuer die
I looked up and while I was deep in my thoughts
My Jesus, my Savior henceforth to me brought
A challenge to let Him, no matter the cost
Mold me until my own image was lost
“Of course You can mold me” I boldly replied
“What if for My name you must physically die?”
I paused at this thought, but not for too long
“Yes, Lord, I will die for You, even in song”
Now since then I have not faced death or decay
I have not been threatened to turn from God’s way
But when I am going through difficult times
It’s then I remember Christ as my lifeline
You see, when I lifted my voice up that night
My choice was not private - it was a bright light
To show to the world that my life is now His
But only the weak can surrender to Him
Nobody strong can endure His tests
And force himself through with all toil, no rest
That’s why if you’re strong don't be careless, my friend
This dangerous prayer may accomplish your end
God uses the weak to humble the strong
The foolish will shame the wise men and their song
Yes, being like Christ is a difficult task
If with strength and with wisdom you come and you ask
So now are you willing to die and to live?
To go through hard trials as if through a sieve?
The world thinks it crazy, but so is God’s love
The Most Dangerous Prayer was Christ's for His beloved