Love/ Hate
You’re everywhere,
No matter where I’m at I can feel your stare,
Following me like my shadow, your eyes trace my every move,
I do not know the reason, or what it is that you’re trying to prove,
I hate the way you look at me with your small, darting eyes,
I no longer see beauty in them, no, now they’re muddy with lies,
I hate the way that your cologne lingers when you walk past me,
I hate being around you, of your presence I wish I could flee,
I hate the way my heart burns when I turn a corner and you’re there,
Why do I have to feel this way? Don’t you know this isn’t fair?
I hate the way that my stomach flips when I hear that you’re saying my name,
I wish you’d keep it out of your mouth, erase me, I’m no longer a player in your game,
I hate the fact that you may never leave, that you’ll stay here and torture me longer,
But most of all, I hate the fact that I let myself fall in love with such a monster