You live in my cavities
You haunt my dreams
No matter how hard I try,
You are there.
I can feel your arms wrapped around me
I can feel our noses gently kissing
I can feel our bodies creating a sensational heat
And as much as I love reliving this beautiful moment,
my dream is a living nightmare.
For me, this was love
But for you, this was merely just sex.
I want to relive this,
but without the goodbye
Because not having you in my life,
is killing me
I battle every night of the thoughts of taking a knife
and wanting to shred my arms
To remind myself
I am alive
Because when I was with you,
I lived in the moment