Why you felt more confindent harassing me alone?

You called us friends, because you thought it was funny to see me crumble.

I only smiled because mouth had malfunction and fail to say STOP!

So instead of raising my hands to mirror your fist, I raised my cheeks and smiled

hoping that my defiance to cry in front of everyone means something

I was hoping that you would give up punching me

I was hoping that you would see the pain in my eyes

its a quote that say that the eyes is the window to the soul

but maybe my windows was tint

I can't believe you never not once saw the pain and the rainy days in my eye

like I saw in yours

I was hoping that you saw brief look at yourself as you shatter memories of my childhood.