"Just know,

It wasn't your fault you left

The promises you never kept

The clogged up feeling deep in my chest

Like my concious refuses to rest

Knowing I must complete the quest

Even though it all seems hopeless

On my own now,my barriers I test

Come crashing down,will I blow it?

Will I find out? I don't know

The pains so deep but I won't show it

Though somtimes I wish it wasn't me

Like I wonder how long I must bleed 

Wouldn't it be easier to just cut my throat?

but no

I find peace,

though. sometimes its hard to cope