Y?
You leave me feeling empty,
Yet I don’t know I was full before
There was a time I was sure of my feelings,
And now I am not so sure
I keep on second guessing & regretting
That if I showed more affection, if I dared to see more
That we would be together, holding hands by the shore
Things were so much simpler, when there were boundaries
Now I am lost and confused with them taken down
I see you sad, and I don’t know what to do
It’s always been the other way around
You were happy, and I tried to be too
Now you are miserable, and I am simply confused
Did my feelings really change? Why am I, suddenly bemused?
There are so many questions and not enough answers
You just simply contribute to the puzzle
Is what I feel, what I feel? Am I thinking to hard?
If they are feelings, should I have to think at all?
Was there anything special between me and you?
Was it an illusion, did you make it up too?
Now that you are drifting away I feel I will never now
Constantly asking myself WHY? Constantly unsure