Feeling ashamed of what i have become

Not wanting to look back to my past

running away from the only light there is

stuck in darkness and not wanting to get out

finding a savior is my only option

although i have betrayed him too many times

feeling like judas at this time planting a kiss on Jesus cheek

knowing that i am not strong in faith

still persisting on not needing nothing

not knowing that my savior is with me the whole time

he has been watching me the whole time

Even when i have let him down he will always love me

Not wanting to take advatage of him 

Had decided to be away from him

However i know i have committed a mistake

Since in the end it will be me wasking "Where is my Savior?"