What does going through a breakup

and being cheated on

and being betrayed feel like?

 

It feels like I have to wake up every 

morning with a smile on my face and 

not say anything in fear that I’ll be viewed 

as that crazy ex.

 

It feels like I have to suck up all of the 

built up tears every time I see his

lying ass face so I can look like I

just don’t give a damn.

 

It feels like a scream inside you that 

just won’t come out and grows into this

cancerous lump that you can’t get rid of inside

of your throat.

 

But he says that I should just move on.

But he says that he’s sorry. 

“We should be friends.”

So he can lie to me without a title

and disrespect me without a title

and go for the girl he always wanted anyways

but hid in fear that I would speak up 

like any strong woman would.

 

Like any weak man would do.