Unwanted love, my beloved


Everyone, everywhere
love me, desire me
Let me be in all of your wet dreams and fantasy
men, women, all alike
I need to feel loved and wanted.
if I wasn't so careful I would allow
The beast to be unleashed,
my sexual appetite would eat up anybody
Who questions it, but no I restrain myself
for another day where I can feed
I'll feed so much my body will no longer 
hunger for more
But be plush with so much food
stop it
 I must cease these dreadful thoughts
and yet I must,
Quench the exhilarating, insatiable thirst
to be licked and touch and loved.
I'm so desperate for a hug but
i pull away from many forms of touch.
I dream of firm passinate kisses
romantic nights of candle light
I pass at every pass I receive
no sir,
I'm not interested,
i don't speak english,
Later I think... what if
till then, hunger
and starvation
is my salvation.
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