Undeniable Deceit
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I frown... you smile,
I cry... you laugh
This is getting old
it needs to stop
Why does my pain provide you with the happiness that I deserve?
When you're down, I put myself in your shoes
I feel the pain you feel,
Your face drenched with tears,
Your heart filled with fears
I lay your head on my shoulder letting you know that I will always
be here
Well, I'm the one crying now,
Tears filled with mascara running down my cheeks as if
My brown eyes are chasing them off my face,
Where are you?
Not here. Not anywhere, to be found
To remember the words I used to console you - my heart breaks.
You're probably with him right now
Sharing a moment of fake banter & laughter when nothing's even funny
Behind those pretty almond-shaped eyes of yours... are anger and hatred,
It's all towards him, but onto me it rears its hideous green-eyed face
It's impressive how many faces you possess
When you're with him your eyes gleam with counterfeit happiness
but when I see you, I see those brown eyes transform to black and blue
Fingerprints on your neck as evidence of abuse
Yet you continued to say that's it's okay and you have love for him anyway.
When this dilemma first began you didn't want my help
but it's becoming worse
and you're growing more and more desperate
But my dear, I am DONE
So go ahead
Cry me a river
I'll take on the voyage and sail through the tears ,
or trek around it even if my destination is 100 miles away.
What? Do my harsh words bring tears to your eyes?
Cry me a river
Why should I care?
You never did.