The Silent Observer
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As a baby, I laid and cried in my crib
Observing the sunlight peering through my window
Branches scratch the side of the house as the breeze flows by
The first summer has just begun
My Tree Stands by me.
When I was a toddler, I ran around my room
Dolls and stuffed animals covered the floor
My room was pink and cheerful
A squirrel builds its nest preparing for the winter
My tree stands by me.
When I was young, my mother crawled into my bed
Monsters were the least of my worries
The spring storm outside shakes the house
My tree stands by me.
In elementary school, I cried into my pillow
Anxiety made me feel trapped in my own head
I felt so alone
Throwing paper planes out the window
Praying one day my messages would be answered
My tree stands by me.
During my first year as a teenager, I climbed onto the roof
Dead branches filled the empty spaces where I did not stand
I jumped off and onto the warm driveway
The bottle of Georgi Vodka rattles in my purse
My tree stands by me.
When I had my first boyfriend, I kissed him gently
As he took off his shirt
I listened for my parents to come home
Before I understood what love meant
The blinds are wide open
My tree stands by me.
In the beginning of high school, I lit a joint
My friends laughed
As I coughed out smoke through a crack in my window
I laid on the floor and let the haze take over
Buds begin to form at the end of each branch
My tree stands by me.
As I got older, the crickets chirped at night
I slipped through my door
As the sun was starting to rise
My ears still rang as I stayed awake
The leaves are changing colors
I finally close my eyes
My tree stands by me.
During my senior year of high school, I looked up at the tree that stood outside my window
He held me in his arms against the rough bark
We cried together
Now understanding what Love really meant
The last summer is on its way
My tree stands by me.
Now, I have graduated and will be leaving my tree
It's branches have grown in many directions
But it continues to rise upwards toward the sky
Only a few special things in life stand by us as we grow each day
If only trees could speak...