School Blues (I Am Eve)
Do you like me like this,
Curled up and dry on my knees, not daring to feel or breathe
The weight of my body hurled to the floor
Cold concrete on my skin, hard veins, hot blood
Collapsing
Teacher, where are you now?
Do you like me like this
Dancing and riding on the golden calf
Barefoot and prancing, romancing my sin
Charming the snake with my eyes and belly dance,
The venom is warm, I am awake
Teacher, why can't you help?
Do you like me like this
Gristle in my teeth, sucking and sucking on it while you preach
Feeding on the breast and watching the milk dribble from mouth to thigh
Glory, glory, to you on high
Big man in the sky,
With your pen in hand, supercilious, silly girl you say, but-
Do you want me like this
Plucking the apples from the sacred tree
Biting it so it froths yellow in my teeth
Bruises on my knees, they kicked me in the teeth
But don't you like this?
As I trek from land to desert, ocean and sand
Tripping upon ashes, dust in my throat
Dirt covering my ears, my confidences smeared,
They took my clothes away
But don’t you want me like this?
Didn’t you tell me,
To control the libertine inside the unwanted woman
Letching at me, breathing me
What this is is what you created
Why don't you help me? They are ripping me, bleeding me-
As I consume the dust.
Wash all the linens, stark white if you please
Get the tambourines, the villagers, citizens of disease
Lay me down with lilies, pink carnation blossoms
Help me please,
As everyone says their prayers, to a woman in white,
Encased in fine glossed wood, the summer juniper is sweet
Don’t forget the reception, get enough to eat