Scared and Alone

Sat, 10/11/2014 - 19:32 -- itsclg

I am scared and alone

I wonder what death feels like

I hear snickers and whispering at all times

I see hatrd in the mirror

I want to be numb

I am scared and alone


I pretend that I am happy

I feel my head fill with sins

I touch my throbbing wrists

I worry about life after

I cry because all of the hurt I conceal

I am scared and alone


I understand I am loved

I say that I am okay

I dream of happiness

I try to be okay

I hope they all forgive me soon

I am scared and alone 


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