Tears fill up my lungs

Loneliness fills up my heart

Wishes fill up the sky

Thoughts fill up the dark

Pain is what is what I feel

Things I have never forgot

I try to fill the hole

But I left that up to God

Pictures replay again and again in my head

Phrases are shouted out

Words that are not mean to be said

The world is spinning round and round

I try to scream

But there is no sound

I hope and pray to forgive you one day

But wishes are never made