I cover the built up emotion

and soon I become indifferent. Indifferent to loss; indifferent

to pain; indifferent to happiness, now 

it is all the same to me.

My Indifferent Masquerade.

According to Rent:

I feel nothing 
only nothing 
lonely nothing 
within me NOTHING...

LIES

There isn't nothing within me,
there is a lot, 
so much that I am overflowing 
with emotion. 
Sadness, torture, fear, anger, bitter sweetness, happiness, pain,excitement, annoyance, joy, love, life...

Yes life.