even with all this time

you've been on my mind

mama

some nights I fall asleep

drenched in sweat from

this vicious nightmare

a daughters weep

waking up with tears as I lay

just wishing you have stayed

I never imagined my

life today would be as

it seems

im missing you with

every piece of my

being

I wish my life didn't

feel as surreal

sometimes I just want

to pray jesus

take the wheel

my heart aches

and memories too

knowing I can no

longer make any

more with you

I love you mom and I

just wanted to say

lately you been on my mind

please don't fade away