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Friday—a day that every kid looks forward to because it is the beginning of the weekend
Most kids are excited because it means they can do whatever they want
They can stay up late and sleep in the next day
Then there are the kids that people forget about
The ones in the back of the classroom whose teachers turn a blind eye
These are the kids whose parents come home every day to see a new shade
Added to their child’s body
A new doctor’s appointment to be made
A new picture on their child’s locker
These are the kids whose cries are never heard
Whose wrists are never clean
Whose eyes are never dry
These are the kids that zero tolerance preaches so strongly about
And yet ignores when no one is watching
They think that if they don’t see it, it’s not there
And the families ask "who did this to you?”
But they answer “No one, I bruise easily”
A library is a place that most kids dread because it means work and reading
But these kids find sanctuary between the shelves
Because all of their bullies avoid this place
Lockers are not a place for books anymore
Because the screams of trapped children come from inside
While deaf ears give candy to the tormentors
They claim that they will reach out to these kids
But it seems their arms are not long enough
Because the kids keep falling
And they have nothing to land on
Who will catch the art kid whose eyes can still see the easel
No matter how many bruises litter them
Who will support the literature geek whose hands can still turn the pages
No matter how damaged the wrists are
Who will comfort the drama child whose voice still sings beautifully
No matter how raw it is from crying
We mend broken bones with bandaids saying that kids can be cruel
We say that wounds will eventually heal but forget that scars are forever
We walk around with our eyes closed and ignore the cries from the bathroom
And when asked about our policies we smile and say that bullies are not tolerated
But bullies aren’t the whole problem here because bullies can be stopped
But who is there to stop them when all the therapists are on vacation
We have shields but we use them to protect our own bodies and leave the kids to their own devices
Because we are afraid of being stabbed ourselves
We show the kids our weapons and then keep them under lock and key
We drop these kids into water without teaching them how to swim
We tell the firefighters to stand down while the schoolhouse burns to the ground
We deactivate the alarms on their houses saying that they’ll be safe
Simply because they have the alarm system installed
Parents want to protect their children from the ugliness of the world
So they tell them to close their eyes
But really it is the adults who wear the blindfolds
The average child today sees more blood in their essays than most war veterans see in a lifetime
We tell them to be themselves as we mould them into sculptures
And if pieces break off, we leave them to collect dust telling them they’ll never be beautiful
They must learn what we learned so that they can grow up and be just like us
And sleep while another child slips into their old hell
A vicious cycle of learn and relearn, break but never fix, swear but never uphold
We think that if we stare at the page long enough, somehow the words will change
That if we cry about the wounds loudly enough, they will heal themselves
That if we fall far enough, someone will be there to catch us
But who is there to correct the authorities when they enforce the rules
Who can balance the scale when we are feathers and they are gold
We are not warriors with armies who demand justice
We’re just little boys and girls who wait for Friday just to get away from the hunting grounds
Just little kids who hide in the library while everyone is outside playing
Just pens and papers for the big kids to copy from
Just equations that have no solution
Isn’t it ironic how it is always the ones on top who stoop the lowest