It started early today with her ear-splitting nagging
Her purpose is to obey me, so I retaliated with slapping
Jabbing with a screwdriver she miserably misses
It pisses me off to think she would this
I told her I loved her then stabbed my wife back
Again and again keeping my weapon intact
I can feel her flesh ripping open
Becoming drenched in her blood and tears
My sanity has broken
Then slowly... a smile, approaches my face
Stretching from ear to ear
[There's tiny popping from the friction of the screwdriver piercing into her muscle tissue.
It gives me the most satisfying goosebumps but this screwdriver has become an issue]
‘It isn't good enough,’’ I thought.
[Picking up an old jagged knife, I slashed her open]
She wailed, oh she shrieked
I didn’t care, I had to do it.
Remember the strong must punish the weak
The noise began to die out…
I’ve become drenched
It seemed to me she was only acting.
Obviously I began gashing and slashing till her skull began cracking
“The noise was finally over!” I yelled, then I dropped my weapon
Tonight I am truly a satisfied widow
I peacefully lay my head on my blood-stained pillow
Its finally quiet
Although my wife is still here sitting near my bed
She's beautiful still, even while she's dead
No, she’s even more wonderful now she's quiet
There's no pain in my head and everything is silent
I didn’t want her buried, instead I kept her close
Now we live miles away, far from everyone we know.
We’re here now six hours later
Our fate is sealed a new life awaits
Yes I killed her but im not to blame
It was her who contrived me insane
I'm not ashamed only aware.
No one can know what sits on my bedroom chair.
It's morning now
My wife and I are having breakfast and a chat
Although she’s dead, there's nothing wrong with that
We spent the day together till the afternoon at 4
Alas I cannot chat anymore I have to work 10 after 4
I gathered my things and head out the door
Upon my night at work it seemed as though my co-workers were mocking me
Not to my face, only behind my back
When I turned around i could see everything was ordinary
The voices continued...
It’s impossible to focus I swear it! I feel like i'm going crazy
I cannot bear it, nor let it faze me!
Now my body has weakened and my vision grows hazy
I dashed to the restroom to conceal myself and hide
In the dark... their tiny voices amplified.
They sound loud, annoying, all at once multiplied.
I'm trying so hard to keep everything inside.
Im almost sure there’s someone there causing such familiar noises,
No, it must be my imagination overshadowing me with it’s poison
You know that familiar fight or flight instinct that creates a sickening flutter in your heart
The feeling kicks in because if you’re smart, you’d notice
Whether or not you want to admit it, you’re defenseless.
And it’ll tear you apart
So I had but one choice but to snag some old pliers
However to continue, a deep breath is required
Now I reach inside with anticipating desire
To rip out my eardrums with the needle-nosed pliers
I began with my right ear I can feel the tool’s cold metal
Slowly i'm tearing out everything that is no longer needed
Even punchering a few blood vessels
Until my hearing is gone my work is not yet completed
I caught a glimpse of flesh is splashing into the sink
Finally a huge cluster of what I think is my eardrum
I ripped it from my ear and my whole right side became numb
Ending with the left
The last thing I heard was the insides of my ear hitting the floor
Then I snap my fingers beside my ear
To make sure there was nothing else I could hear anymore.