the involuntary curtain
inhale and exhale
our lungs never seem to fail
why is it that breathing comes so naturally
if a speck of dust is in your eye
although you’re not sad you’ll start to cry
our bodies are funny things you know
a little girl fell and on the ground she lay
her mother said softly you will be okay
instinct by definition does not need to be taught
oh hello are you doing alright
yes thank you and have a great night
I wonder if she saw my tear streaks
that girl over there is the most happy I know
well he doesn’t realize I put on a great show
how would I explain that inside I’ve disintegrated
if others don’t ask then how does one tell
my thoughts come as nothing short of a yell
I bide my time in somewhat patient silence
it’s an involuntary curtain
I don’t try to shut out the world
but for now I am still the ever-smiling girl