This Is How
These are your hands and
This is how you tell the world you’re not all bad
These are your wrists, those are your scars,
This is your story
This is how you dodge the shattered glass around your feet
Left there by your heart
This is how you whisper to mountains and know
The peaks will still hear your
This is how you show the voices in your head
How to shake hands without starting a war
This is how you tell depression to lighten up and
This is how you grab anxiety by the shoulders
And breathe lullabies into its lungs
This is how you cope
This is how you reach Heaven without dying
And how you know Hell without traveling through it
This is how you stop holding hands
The way you hold a knife and instead hold hands
The way a six year old cups her hands around a firefly for the first time
This is how you unclench your fists
And learn forgiveness, of yourself and of others
This is how you place the person you want to be
Into a fortune cookie and learn patience
This is how you tell people you’re nothing like your mother
This is how you say you have your eyes, not hers
This is how you lose yourself,
Although you never wanted to be alone
This is how you worry
This is how you let the doctor teach you how to let go
This is how you let the nurse take your shaking hands
This is how you accept the medicine
And be okay with letting others help
This is how you balance your pain with love
This is how you taste the ocean
Without pouring salt into your wounds
This is how you unearth yourself
This is how you reach the end of the world
And leap instead of disappearing
This is how you let go
This is how you stop focusing on living and breathe for yourself
This is how you stop thinking and feel
These are your wrists, those are you scars,
This is your story
These are your hands and
This is how you tell the world
You’re not all bad