Helpless Among Bodies
Location
You can't see me
When I'm with them
Because I blend in.
You won't see me
Stand out
Because I'm a master of disguise.
It's so cool
To see spies
In movies.
In real life
It's different.
When you look at me
I bet you see colorguard
But not passion.
When you look at me
You see intelligence
But not creativity.
At this point
I'm not even sure
Of what is real.
I can't even tell
Who I am.
What happened to
My lost soul
Along the way?
What happened to
My individuality
Too?
For I am not me
But a concoction
Of everyone else.
We are all the same person
Divided among bodies.
I've become
What they wanted
Me to be.
Now I am
Just like
Everyone else.
But that's not me.
That's not what
I want to be.
My demons
Have forced this.
And there's nothing I can do.