Heavy Heart
A difference you are
Making as a butterfly’s' phase in life.
A course you set through me,
Pumping my veins as if I.
Deep emotion immersed into this cold rust
Coarse organ.
How could I love another?
I cannot believe how hard it is to fight what’s right
How difficult things become when fighting the light.
Lost in a puddle of my own emotions
Drowning, gasping for life
Life that barely exists
The light is shining and I see it piercing my pupil
But a figure
A dark shadow
A mysterious host of energy
Walking through the eye-blinding light
Healing my weak and hazy sight.
He who stand tall and slouched
Reached into the vortex sucking me into the side
That side of no return.
So giant but gentle.
Dear obscure figure
Why me?
Who has sent you to expel my misery?
Your smile so suave and charming
Your face so plain but plump with intricate
Wonders of my own.
Corageous of a heart you have shown,
Alone!
You dragged me from the luminous light of eternity.
That puddle of emotions abandoned for this second split.
I, the soul, how did you find me, so deep below the surface
Lost in the never ending abyss like pit?
An identity composed of a joyous young man,
Those ample lips upon mine
Trickles sensation of giddy
Throughout, up and down all within my spine.
An embrace of tight closure wrapped around my limp body
As you breathe your lively breath with thick application
So reviving and gaudy.
I cried out helplessly
"Lost in a puddle of my own emotions."
& your reply so humble yet astonishing yet audacious
Swung my body into swift ease.
You the gentle giant said
"I'll find you."
And you had.
The verge of my problematic life had been met
The light was there shining vividly,
Brighter and brighter with each blink upon it set.
But the tall slouched joyous young man
With the ample lips and audacious spirit
with that courageous heart found me
And saved what was left to be made of me and the remains of
The dripping emotions falling from my exhausting journey
Of fighting the light.