they told me

don’t if youre gonna leave him

they told me

don’t if youre gonna break his heart

and yet 

i decided yes

and i fell

i was fine with falling 

as you were the first to touch my lips with your own

but then

you switched

and i told myself 

don’t if youre gonna leave me

don’t if youre gonna break my heart

and yet

you decided yes

you told me it’s for the better

you used to call me baby 

now you don’t call me at all

you took something special and left

therefore i cant forgive you 

i would rather hold your hand

but for now ill hold a grudge.