Another thing I cant unsee
there is another thing that I cant unsee
my brother smile
when he used to see me
he used to smile
but now its clouds
I hurt him so much
I cant even begin to describe what he could feel
his smile was so childish
so amazing
and in less than a second
it vanished
into something...
indescribable
I am full of guilt
I am a criminal
I stole his happiness
I stole his dreams
Im so sorry bro
I wish I could take it all back
me even saying that im sorry isnt enough
nothing is enough anymore
you deserve such a better life
if you can still live
than please do,
but I know that that's venturing quite far
my sad brother
im sorry for the pain that I have caused for you
I should have never done it
I had no brain
no thoughts
no empathy
I never thought
that smile
it used to be so bright
I turned it off faster than a blink