another relationship

another breakup

today, our one month anniversary 

she breaks up with me

after isolating herself for days

blaming me

not even trying to fix things

every time i bring up a problem

she counter-attacks 

brings up something im doing wrong

things have been wrong for weeks

and she strung me along

dragged me through the dirt and broke my heart

let me believe everything was good

said she wanted a family with me?

fuck this

fuck relationsips

im going to be alone forever

and maybe thats better

less chance for me to be a burden 

less chance for me to anger

less chance for me to hurt

everyone is better off without me. 

i want to die 

please help