Blue rain dances;                                                                                                                                                        across my face;                                                                                                                                                            I don't have a chance;                                                                                                                                               as  my tears race all down my face;                                                                                                                            I want to blame you;                                                                                                                                                but in the end I hope you hear me when I say:                                                                                                            " I know I am controlling; I'm sorry. I know I am loud; I try not to be. I know I am crazy; I get it from my friends. Please just always try to love me?"