You sicken me that time in my past,

when you played with me

like I was a puppet a show for all of hell

to see. My motions little,

my emotions running rapid

like the heart beat in my chest

before i took those pills.

Why are you so cruel

why do you tell me im worthless when i know im not.

I hate you, you sicken me.

Suicide you took my love away

Suicide you took my summer away.

but dont think i wont pay you back 

oh you’ll get your moneys worth

I never take and not give anything in return

I'm gonna make you pay for this when you least expect it.

Depression i am your suicide 

Suicide i am the thoughts in your head

telling you everyone wishes you were dead

the only difference is this time its true

Suicide i pray you hold a gun to your head

as you lay upon the train tracks

outside the cemetery where my lover is laid.