I can't believe it you are gone ! 
I had you for 15 years then I met him!
I thought he was the one!
I knew I was young, but I found out late that I was dumb!
I just fell in love with him!
I was in too deep!
When he kissed me in touched me I wanted to believe that he cared, that it was meaningful to him!
And when he asked i didn't say no!
"How stupid!" is what I tell myself now because now he seems like he does not care!
I should have listened to what others said maybe I would not be in this horrible predicament! 
I feel like another girl on his list, that he jus "checked" off!
I lost YOU to HIM! 
And I HATE myself for that!
I wish I could take it bak...but sadly I cannot! 
You are M.I.A and I am sad, angry and lost...
I wish I could take it back! 
I wish I never met him!
I WISH I NEVER LOST YOU! 
I WANT YOU BACK!