lowselfesteem
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If I could turn
The rain that precipitates
From your stormy eyes
Into puddles for you to jump in
God knows I would
If I could take
The swords that pierce deeply
Your aching heart
When all you did was please
For acceptance and ease
And the moment you stop
Because it’s not what you want
In her eyes, you’re not good enough
the same notes repeat
a rippling treble, quick and aloof
She paints her feelings
too quick for me to clear her head
act or not, I won't care
I wanted to be a singer.
I wanted to be so many things
Things you used to tell me I could
Things you told me I would be
But I can’t
I never could
And all I can do right now is
Why do I do this to myself?
I push myself to be fit
Yet I can't always do it on my own.
Do I even love myself anymore?
First it's my job now it's the gym,
My only other happy place.
My mind is a computer,
It plays games,
Process information,
Turns to power-saving mode.
But if this is true,
Then what are my disorders?
They are flash drives,
Hi! my name is… unimportant
Hi! My name is… unneededHi! My name is..nothing it means nothing
It is Obsolete at this point there is no going back
She acts like she has a hard shell but.....
In all actuality she's dying inside from the challenges life throws her
Sometimes she feels alone fearing that god dosent see nor hear her
It's too bad I'm not a mas-o-chisttie me down like i asked-for-this
I'm screamingI'm strandedAbdicatedAbandoned
No. Free. Will.
Salt is an accessory, not to be consumed aloneBut, salt is bitterShrewd white crystals that should be used in moderationBut I ate too muchClumps grasp at the walls of my throat
There is a mess, a clutter, a crowd that she found,
A thing that we run from that follows her around.
A climax, a friction, a trick that she believed-
A gift that she thought that she had received.
Sydney sees herself
shrinking shy faded
I see Sydney
shining
Incongruous juxtaposition
but untied in that
temple
She sits a goddess
sunny throne snakes of gold
Sydney sees herself
How do you see what you see?
Nothing you describe, describes me
Who do you think of,
When lookin' at me?
What is this woman's name?
I want to give her my blessings
You're too good for me
I am the object of your affection
tantalizing your obsessions
To you I am an image
to some I am a mirage
To me I am nothing
Shoot me because I am beautiful
Capture my flesh within each pixel
Stand up
Take a stand
Take a stand for who?
A stand for me?
A stand for you?
A stand for maybe even us?
Who is me?
Who is you?
Who is us?
We are who we choose to be.
You never got to know me.
You would never even try.
You told me that you would rather
I just go home and die.
You know,
I was upset from everything that I read
All I saw was red, when I made myself bled, bled,
Bleed 'til I die
But I don't want to die,
I've been blessed with this life,
I need to stay alive
Remember all the pain.
You can't forget something that's always on your skin.
You look down at the scars and remember the knife going in.
Don't forget all the times they beat you till you cried.
That awkward moment when somebody walks through you like your not even there
They don't even bump you they just walk right through you
And it only gets worst
Her name is Crystal
and i thought I could trust her
