She asked. He asked.
Would you rather be with someone who is a total asshole to you making you sad most of your days and only show you affection behind closed doors
Be alone and be happy?
I told her. Him. Them…
I rather be with him rather than be alone.
Sad I know.
Part of me shakes my head in shame, but the other part of me shakes uncontrollably in fear of being alone in this dark world.