When I look out the window and see the leaves blowing, I wish I could float away from all the mess I've created.  All the pain I have caused, all the stress I need to escape from. My breath is shallow, my heart is aching I cant hold back from the pain Ive been making. Its not the day or the moment but the breath that you take. Its holding the moment that takes it all away. All that pain that you've caused, the hope I believe in. Someday I will make it just like everyone else Ill push till I break it and I from there I will take it.