when was it?

when i had to think about loved ones never coming back

when was it?

when i had to grow up to help my mom the way she was suppose to help me

when was it?

when i had to deal with the dissapointment and be selfless

when was it?

when i bottled up my feelings, so i wont stress others

when was it?

when i thought so hard what to say and what not say about my feelings

when was it?

when the only thing i could do it put my best effort into helping other

when was it?

when i realized i had to start from the bottom to know what its like to be strong

when was it?

when all i really wanted was to forget the negativity and be happy 

and do me.