I can never speak, the words come out 

twisted and jumbled and ran together

as if the sentences I form were hit by

a train on its track

When I write everything comes

out clearly I can write on for 

days and speak what I truely

mean 

Writing expresses my feelings

and writing makes me feel like

my life is worth it, my purpose

in life

My social anxiety disappears 

My emotion appears

I become who I want 

to be