My family not being proud of me
My friend loosing her life over a cheater
Moving to Texas to leave everything behind
To be depressed, weak, and unatural
Not seeing my father again
My mom's revolver mirroring my tired eyes
Why is fear like this for me
Not knowing something is so hard to handle
What happens in that time frame is the worst experience of all
Only after it happens I say say "what if" or "I made a mistake"
A movie replay in my mind, was there any way to fix it?
If I told my dad his wife was no good, would he still be here?
Maybe if I told my mom not to pick up her friends would she be okay?
I should have worked harder to keep her close, look at her now
Shes going to leave me because I wasn't good enough, what if I was better?
If I had gotten 40 minutes earlier would my dog be laying next to me?
Writing down problems makes me believe if I work hard there will be a solution
Life is worth living all of its wonders, right?
Living seems so hard now adays to find them
What day will tomorrow bring? Why do I ask myself that?
What am I so afraid of?