I felt it crack
It cracked only halfway...

I was still whole

Then I felt it crack some more
In other places it fell apart...

But the middle still tore

It tore until it started holding on to little pieces 
But then it broke completely

The viens withering away 
until one part fell away 
Down to the empty center

lying there...
unable to revive itself

it doesn't beat anymore
it doesn't leap toward feeling
It's a dead piece of framed anatomy
i no longer have any use for...

my heart!