Ugly Doll
Another high school poem, this time from senior year ELA.
The first of three poems in a final project assigned during the poetry unit.
I wasn't too fond of the way the final drafts turned out,
but the nostalgic subject of this one makes it my favorite among them.
I still love Ugly Dolls! :-)
Dated 10/22/2019
Ugly Doll
Standing still and stone-like, strong as an Ox,
resting in fleece-soft and mild,
with such remarkable consistency that you have
I should reward you for this labour.
You sit idle upon my shelf,
As you have sat upon my beds, desks, and stools
Waiting in one-eyed wake -
for what, I cannot say, except
Perhaps to be picked up.
Is your vision blighted by your crossed left eye?
I know mine does suffer.
In that same eye, I can barely even discern the shape of my own hands,
or who they belong to.
Do you see it as an anomaly that I can do that discerning?
Or do the thinking-bones atop your head do things
That I ought to be phenomenally amazed by?
Do they triangulate away from your head when I’m not looking
To phone home for those you share a stitch with?
(it’d be awfully befitting of your form -
so little-green-man-like -
to search for respite in exo-lives)
Can you peer into the control-center of my fleshy head
Like sweetmeats in an opened can?
You keep the broth inside from spoiling with the comforting garnish of your felt.