Thoughts and Feelings
Murder and suicide
Neglect and abuse
Abandoned and rape
Worthless and confused
Striving to live
Dying inside
Running from yourself
But there's nowhere to hide
Unloved and hated
Tired and torn
Scarred and ugly
Ashamed and wishing you were never born
Living is just a waste of death
Ans life is just a dream for the dead
Trying to forget
All the times you've bled
Miser and guilt
Insomnia and insanity
Agony and failure
Betrayal and vanity
Hating the world
In a painful place
Trying to hide
Tears that run down your face
Shattered and numb
Lifeless and dying
Damaged and destroyed
Regret and crying
You never sleep
Listening to the haunting screams
And living life
In your wicked dreams