I sit in class

i'm always choosed last

I spend my time in the restrooms

I waste my tears on useless tissues

I eat by myself during lunch which feels like a darkroom 

I get my own food thrown at me thats why I don't bloom 

I get scared that they will come and attack me

so I sit there in fear

asking why am I here?

these bullies broke down my shine

I no longer know whats mine

They beat me down 

like im some crazy clown 

but truly I'm just someone that just been kicked around

these bullies pick at my flaws bit by bit

when they raise their voice at me they start to spit

these bullies made me hate my appearance

they made me slit my wrists

they made me hate my thighs

and they made me want to change my eyes

oh, these bullies how they picked at me

how they destroyed me 

how they labeled me 

how they got to me

I blame myself for letting it get too far

I don't know why they hate me so much 

I've been punched in the gut

and I've been called a slut

I don't know why they hate me so much 

but right now I'm starting to hate myself that much 

they have completely broke me down

from cuttting wrists

to hating my appearance 

they picked me ramdomly like I was choosen out of a jar 

oh, these bullies took it too far

I slit one of my veins and now i"m in the car

at this moment i realized I took it too far

I'm not all those words they said to me

I'm not a slut

I'm not too skinny

I don't look like a male

I'm not a walking stick

I'm a girl

and yes i used to slit my wrist 

but oh these bullies look what you done

you made me  recognize 

that my life is a blessing

all those lies will never get to me again 

i laugh in your face bully 

because you will never see me cry again