Teacher, Teach Me
You were a general,
And we, your willing soldiers;
I knew from day one
That I would follow you
Anywhere.
You led us into battle,
Not against others but
Against ourselves.
Some considered it a
Joke,
Maybe because they had never
Had reason to bury
Pieces of themselves
Six feet under,
Where it could all ache
As an unhealed scar,
But no one could see it.
You taught me how to
confront the worst of myself,
and win.
Every time I unearthed a new scar,
You sang your pride,
Unafraid of the ugliness of
My wounds,
And it was like a balm
To every raw mark.
I came to you
Quiet, timid, and afraid.
By the time I left,
I had found a smile
That I thought I had lost,
And I remembered
How to let myself
Take up space.
Thank you—
Thank you.
You taught me more
Than any before or after.