as stars fall, they burnout
Picking petals off English daisies
Never felt this lazy
Sitting beneath autumn-colored trees
The view is shady
Watching friends frolic, dogs crashing into piled leaves
My mind is hazy
Dazed with thoughts of living this reverie daily
In a time that feels long past
Remember trapped under lights dim
Skin alabast
No sun shines here
The late hour strikes at last
Yet work continues at half past
Work work work work work work work
Forever stick-wacked, time-tracked
Mice felt more freedom
Then my stupid ass
Did I make the right choice then
Thought it was a gift well-wrapped
Found out to late it was booby-trapped
Eyes wide open for a con long enacted
See him wiping water off the boat’s bow
Sweat on my brows
We’re drinking at that five o’clock hour
My limbs sinewed, empowered
No memories stronger than the present now
I worked towards an evergreen dream
Revealed itself to be an empty scroll
I gave in to a quitter’s low esteem
Paid too much in silver sheen
To pay the bridge troll’s hefty toll
Now I’ve adjusted to this fantasy
Living life the way I’m told it should be
Drenched in orange, red, golden hue
A lazy smile, attraction blooms
I’ve grown a new
Appreciation for this mellow tune
Candlewicks a stub, I burned too long
Choked on the smoke in my lungs
Now I listen to the earth’s song
Try to develop green thumbs
Row oars until my arms are numb
Live until I at last succumb