Soldier
I am a soldier.
Fighting a war I never enlisted in,
a fight I don't wanna lend another fist in.
I am a soldier...
Standing on the battlegrounds of war
praying to God saying I can't do this no more.
I am a soldier.
Never would I expect my own friends to fight my friends.
Never did I know that I would have to help them meet their ends.
Now I'm sittin' at a table where I can't even eat at
Prayin' that nobody dares to hit be with a baseball bat
caus' I'm not fake
you're not safe
you'll get your head knocked off if you think you can only be "straight"
I'm not goin' lie you are sick and tiring to me
but honestly I cannot believe you had the audacity to be
another asshole that hurt her...
another statistic in this genocidal murder,
now you are 'bout to witness
the fitness
my fist in your face
and your body in the furnace.
I am a soldier.
Fighting a war I never enlisted in,
a fight I don't wanna lend another fist in.
I am a soldier...
Standing on the battlegrounds of war
praying to God saying I can't do this no more.
I am a soldier.
The worst part of all is I thought we were cool
'caus we would all talk shit 'bout the boys at our school
and now you stand up for him
the racist that we might as well call him Jim
-CROW-
I mean no!
He doesn't need the publicity
to be another boy on tv
that was racist as fuck
and how he wouldn't shut up
so now Ima take action
no lets not all start these bullshit lil factions
'caus I'll split you like fractions.
My mind is so sleepy
because you make me so dreary.
You're singin' me to sleep like a bad lullaby,
alright I'll go sleep
I'll wait till you cry
and say "oh please no, I'm not one of them guys"
and I'll just sit back while my friends let you fry
no I will not save you
I'll just let you die.
I am a soldier.
Fighting a war I never enlisted in,
a fight I don't wanna lend another fist in.
I am a soldier...
Standing on the battlegrounds of war
praying to God saying I can't do this no more.
I am a soldier.
It's terrible to see this new tea
this new spill
all my friends hate each other
but really, were we friends?
if all you wanna do is talk shit in the end?
"No, I'm not a racist supporter"
So why would you let him pick on her daughter?
"Of course I'm an ally, no I'm not gay...but sure"
So why would you push him into that locker?
It hurts me
so you see
I gotta fight.
I gotta make all this right
bring me the flame
make it light
set this school on fire,
'caus my heart burns with desire
the fuel inside us
just does not give a fuck
so you better run, go duck
'caus you're just outta luck.
I am a soldier.
Fighting a war I never enlisted in,
a fight I don't wanna lend another fist in.
I am a soldier...
Standing on the battlegrounds of war
praying to God saying I can't do this no more.
I am a soldier.
And in this world
of hurt and turmoil,
I hope you can learn not to let this passion boil
'caus I will no longer stand for you,
if you're racist, homophobic, or just a hateful dude,
because...
I am a soldier.
Fighting a war I never enlisted in,
a fight I don't wanna lend another fist in.
I am a soldier...
Standing on the battlegrounds of war
praying to God saying I can't do this no more.
I am a soldier.